"Mostly when we say ‘I’ we refer to someone who has time experience. When I say ‘I’, I am referring to the light and the intelligence that came from nowhere and is right now filling up the perception of each and every one of us."
"What we deeply are is the light of Pure Awareness, The Self, the light from which the entire universe is pouring from."
"If you realised it is YOU, in your deepest nature that is manifesting all this , wouldn't you come to rest and joy? "
"I am here just to point towards the Ultimate You and that you cannot lose what You first are. It's just that You put what you first are last and what is last you put first. If you are awakening you come to profound dissatisfaction with your sense of self, you know that it cannot fulfill you. Only You can fulfil you by realising what You first are. Essentially that means being true to heart in all connections, in all things. "
“As You, as Awareness awaken to a deeper light of Meaning that shifts your relationship from form and past to Presence of Light.”
“What we awaken to more deeply will shift a surface level. This level will empty for it to fill up.”
"Being true to your heart brings a fountain of your deeper Essence into forming."
"When as Awareness you are true to your hearts knowing, as Awareness you have transcended the limited idea proposed in your sense of self."
"When you are planted in your heart a new life will begin to emerge. But you will also be aware of your old life passing away. "
Here and Now
In the vertical I can be the presence of Here and Now with you. I don't know if you know this but Here and Now is extremely intimate. It's an intimacy of Pure Being, where we are not relying on space-time to meet, we are going to meet as open hearts, like the beautiful innocence of a very young child. I am saying to you that when we meet like this we meet in the Beyond. It is where we meet in Being prior to the body-mind .
We Believe That We Must Do To Be
What we deeply are is the light of Pure Awareness, The Self, the light from which the entire universe is pouring from. Your brain cannot fathom this and yet, the brain is a perfect instrument of what you as Awareness are using to make sense of this. The brain is the instrument that translates the frequency of Being into sense perception and all this is the streaming of you as a Being. All this is the streaming of You as a pure Being.
In truth you are not born nor will you die. Yes, forms certainly arrive but in your Awareness and it is You that is forming your life from what you are realising: 'I AM'. ( keep your 'I' within your own heart).
Each of us are endeavouring to express what we are as Being but mostly we express as a someone, so then we are convinced we must DO to BE. and if we don't do we fall apart and we are not fulfilled because unless we do we don't feel that we are a Being. So we do to be and the more we have to do to be we create separation - dualities. We separate our formed experience from our formless Knowing.
In awakening we begin to discover that we are turning our inside out and our outside in. Sometimes we feel like we are dying. Because when we really begin to awaken, in other words, be true to what we FIRST are, we begin to realise our self doesn't match what we are knowing in or being. That is quite disturbing, because that has You as Awareness knowing your self, knowing its conditions, knowing its pattern, knowing its imitations . Within all this you may discover that your self is not you. It is a form that you are evolving , on this level.
When Life Loses Its Interest
Q: I am so knowing everything you are saying, knowing it to the point that life loses its interest.
B: Is your current life losing its flame? Yes? That is good! This is why we come together, not to just understand the surface but to understand who is moving all this. If you realise it is You, in your deepest nature that is manifesting this , wouldn't you come to rest and joy?
When Life loses its interest and if we are realising there is more to what we are, then awakening is when we are knowing that 'more' at the level of our heart. We have forgotten who we are in our concentration on our small surface self.
I am not hear to 'heal' you. I am here just to point towards the Ultimate You and that you cannot lose what You first are. It's just that You put what you first are last and what is last you put first. If you are awakening you come to profound dissatisfaction with your sense of self, you know that it cannot fulfill you. Only You can fulfil you by realising what You first are. Essentially that means being true to heart in all connections, in all things.
Let's give you an example , which might seem a bit extreme...
You have been in the same job for 30 years but it's paying your mortgage, it's giving your kids an education and some cars and telephones etc, it's giving you an easy life - but ONLY for the surface, you yearn for the deep. If your breath doesn't belong to what you deeply are, you are going to get profoundly dissatisfied with even breathing.
You have come to a really good place but it requires you to be true to the next level and movement of true life. Even at cost of all your comfort zones. It is rather like death, you cannot take all your physical, mental comfort with you. And yet you will die only to find out that only your physical comfort dies YOU do not. It is only then that you realise you have been valuing a false comfort. There was so much more of what you are to open and explore in the deep. So this is death for you but what accompanies real death, whilst you still have a body, is new life.
When one dies to one's past and need of comfort one is reborn in a state of purity. To be true to your deeper awakening will change the surface of your experience but it will have you realising more deeply your eternal state. This doesn't take trust, it takes great love of the Beloved. You walk into the Beloved, you realise you belong to this because the Beloved IS what you deeply are. You will be walking into the light of your true Self.
So your dissatisfaction on the surface...stay awake amongst it. Walk through it awake. Smile. Walk through it awake Don't judge it. Know it, feel it but do not judge it and as you walk awake through your old life, a flowering of your heart will begin to open. You begin to realise you never had to DO something to BE your Love. Then life begins to completely shift. You are not coming from a new dimension. It is like an unseen level is emerging into form.
This is what you are here for, to realise what you deeply are and watch it naturally flower and form whilst also realising even deeper your endless true state.
Words Are Vibrations Of A Deeper Level
Words are not just words, they are vibrations of a deeper level. When you hear me, you are aligned with the same in you for we are the same one. That is what you're connecting with. That is the vertical.
No Past Reference
Having no past reference you realise you are Pure Being, you are moving as timeless Awareness. Timeless Awareness is the full enjoyment of the heart. So when the body drops away, you are not missing anything. Not a thing, you are your own fullness.
Pure Knowing With Nobody In It
From profound black openness the light of the Self emerges fills up the perception and the cosmos arises and the knower of that is nobody whatsoever. There is just pure Knowing, pure perception, no one to perceive. It is just taking place. Yes, as Awareness each of us can realise our essential nature beyond body, mind, form and activity. It change us as we realise our inherent Freedom. It will change us at heart, even the mind will open beyond its preoccupation with thought. A whole new dimension of Awareness forms.
Q: How can I live as Awareness and bring it to the surface?
B : The How to is by you being true to the Knowing at your heart. It's not intuition. It's so much finer than intuition. It is to relate every moment only to your heart and not to your sense of self. And you relate to your heart and from your heart to others and you do not move away from that.
That is like knocking on your innermost door and as you stay knocking on your innermost door, your door will open and you can walk in. And as you walk in you will merge back with your Being and all the love you knew was possible is there and that begins to stream into all your outer relationships. They become inner knowings. You join them together. You join your innermost with your outermost by being true to your heart. But first be true to your innermost, because all exists only because of your innermost.
Within that you will merge into the deep and emerge from the deep. As you begin to truly belong to this the body-mind is realigned with what you are as a Being. I am not telling you this is easy. It's the hardest thing you will ever do but you will be reacquainted with our own original Love. You will see that it shines in everyone even though they don't all know it. You will realise direct that Love shines in everyone and everything.
Watch a clip from a satsang at
in Villeneuve- Loubet
and below the full length recording
of the satsang at
Eka Yoga in Toulouse.