Troubling Noises

Troubling Noises
Everything goes back to the beginning.

For us all to be together, we must be having and be involved in, a divine calling, to instantly return to the beginning.

You might notice in all of our lives, in the return to the beginning, we have to cease trying to stop the troubling noises.

Troubling noises will always come too soon for the little mind because maybe the little mind thinks it's conscious or consciousness. 

Am I conscious? 

Just ask yourself that question.

See if you are conscious and is it your body that's conscious,

is it your mind that's conscious,

is it your partner that's conscious?

Can anything that appears be conscious,

or can consciousness only be conscious?

And somehow we might discover that consciousness

is the calling to realise what is ultimately here and now 

and it has no need of form, 

has no need of vibration.

doesn't even have any need of energy. 

But is it true that consciousness being conscious,
energy, form, naturally arrives? 

So everything that we attribute as giving us something or taking something away,

is that in itself conscious or does consciousness,

as it were, share itself with all that takes place

but in essence is never divided?

It can only be itself.. Consciousness,

Light if you like, Love if you like.

So, if there is, this calling, 

of time and space,

is this calling of bodies and minds,

is this calling of separate sensed life,

or is this calling of my true self

that I am that that's knowing itself

and always calling,

as it were, to know thyself 

as that that gives everything possibility?

And we might discover this endless possibility doesn't belong to the body-mind.

That is just, an attribute, an energetic movement in the manifest universe, constantly vibrating and reforming itself. 

I suggest most of our disjointedness, pain, sorrow

our lack of truly discovering,

‘what am I’, ‘who am I’,

is at the root of all our fears and our disappointments.

I want to point to this, truly.

Is consciousness disappointed? 

Is consciousness ever unhappy?

Does consciousness suffer failure, does it suffer at all? 

When one begins to receive its own calling, it's not too long before life becomes more troublesome.

Often if not always, 

when consciousness begins to awaken in the stream of living forms,

the identification with the body-mind begins to be displaced or begins to undo.

We seem to be on the cusp of attaining this consciousness which we already are.  Within the mind, maybe it's the human mind, we've set up a radar system to push away the troubling noises, just when we thought we've attained something for this believed someone we are.

All that, is the instrument of consciousness itself, not that it can gain or lose, it's just how it plays.

Somewhere within the calling there is
Infinite Potential 
that is released in the stream of life and things move and change and grow more full of light or life itself.

From Sunday Satsang 
Back to the Beginning 15/6