THE BODY YEARNS FOR SUBTLETY
The body is like a cosmic aerial. It picks up frequencies of Being that are cosmic and also picks up frequencies of Being in the beyond. Or it can just be used to make your tea and keep yourself comfortable.
The moment we are just a little bit stiller the body begins to pick up and deliver to the sense of self more than the ordinary way of Being, forming, doing, saying, walking, speaking . You begin to pick up more than the usual. You begin to pick up the unusual.
If we practice familiarity in the way we walk down the street, in the way we relate to our body and the way we relate to others, we don't pick up the subtleties of being that are a flow in what is moving in what appears to be existence.
It is 'I' that exists and then 'I' embody 'Am'. I Am the body of existence. I am the consciousness of existence.
Even though to our mind it looks like we are all separate, the field is actually one subtle field of Being. There is a field of the unusual here. There is a subtle frequency that is available. As Awareness we either move to know the subtlety of that frequency and that Knowing then enters the body and it begins to be our way of the moment, or it begins to be in the way of the moment because we want to do something from our usual sense of self.
The subtlety of our Being, the frequency that is much more subtle than our usual, can interfere with our agendas of who we think we are, how we think we should be and what we think we should say. We rather push it away because in the subtlety of our Being we won't know what we are in the usual way. We won’t know ourselves like we used to.
The body yearns for the subtlety of You as a being, not for repetition, not for linear participation but vertical. So Here and Now there is always a finer frequency of Being available that is more than the usual.
NZ Retreat 2018
BEFORE MY SURVEILLANCE SYSTEM I AM FREE
Maybe, when I centre my movement, my life on what I see with my eyes but not what I know with my 'I' , there is surveillance going on building identification. Keeping me in a limited scope of knowing, seeing and belonging, creating .
But when I am not surveilling, when I am given to the truth of What I Am, when my heart , my breath, my feet my hands, my ability to think , my ability to feel, when all my ability is given to the core of What I Am , I am no longer a surveillance camera , building identification, building information.
Then this whole humanness opens to the light of That that I Am. I see myself and and know myself as infinite reality. Some people call this enlightenment, but is more than life changing. When the light itself, realises itself on any level of itself, we call that self-realisation. It is the end of surveying to make sure I'm safe, to make sure I'm still moving in identification with polarity.
When I'm finally free of surveilling everything, of my surveillance system. My whole system belongs to Truth, belongs to Love, belongs to great Openness, belongs to gold, super gold.
It is very paradoxical because there are moments of immense wonder, when my ability to see and know anything in this earth life, extends beyond limits and I'm not 'in touch with' a limitless reality, I AM limitless Reality knowing itself. And whilst there is still attention aware in this level of form...this level of form is, as it were, formed from infinite light and care and wonder. And even that's a paradox, in that there is ONLY This. There is nothing else. And yet the way that I function, the way that I live, the way that I see and perceive is changed by what I deeply Am, what I first Am, which is not a separate self. So if we are on this kind of wavelength, we're going to give up, as it were, sorting our lives out from linear perception and history.
We turn our gaze around to the light of Knowing itself as our self. Not our self that produces sensation, not our self that produces thoughts and feelings related to some outside symbol. When in What I first Am, there IS no in or out. I am That. There is is no time or distance. There is only this fullness. It does not mean that I will experience this day to day, but my knowledge is: "This is the Truth."
Then is it our self that is true, that is Reality? Or is Reality what I first deeply am and there is no other or any thing else? Do I need to stay with that or is that the simple and direct Truth?
From 200614 Global Satsang Online
LITTLE BY LITTLE
Feel, know and see your inner connectedness. Little by little Awareness remembers What It Is.
Little by little Awareness remembers the fragrance of its own Eternity. Little by little Awareness moves toward Home, which is Now.
We are already flowers. We are already flowering. We are already fragrant, we are already fully open. In a subtle but real way as Awareness, you are gathering the levels of You to one point of “I realise I Am”. All the scattered levels you are bringing to one point of ‘I-ness’ or pure ‘Is-ness’.
Within this pure Is-ness, already flows pure forgiveness, pure given-ness, given to realise the depths of What I Am in the only constant moment which is Now. Love knows this way. Love IS the way.
Easter Retreat 2020
LET THE HORIZONTAL BELONG TO THE VERTICAL
The horizontal - that's the ‘me’, it is linear. Simply make it belong to the vertical. Much to think about on the horizontal - past and future. Pay attention only to the vertical.
In Awareness, the One who is listening to these words Now, you discover that What You Are is the ground of All that Is. Vertical.
It is like a fountain of What You Are, realising and expressing this 'I' that I Am. That is actually what is right Here and Now.
India NZ Retreat 2018
IMMEDIATE VERTICALITY
Be deeply real about what the meaning of awakening is, which is basically negating any need to reference the past, any need to reference the future, which puts you in immediate verticality. It's immediate. Such a life opens your eyes. Such a life opens your heart. Such a life opens you to You, prior to the belief you are 'someone'.
India Retreat 2018
TOTALLY AWARE
When you are being totally aware in whatever is happening, you are the light of Awareness. Then the forms realign themselves to the frequency of the Awareness that has opened. Form reshapes itself only into the vibration of the Awareness that that form is appearing in. No sense of self or person can do that. You can shift energies around as Awareness thinking you are a person, but you cannot change this level of reality. Only Awareness can by being What It Is.
THERE IS NOTHING BUT CONDUCTIVITY – PURE SHAKTI
We are discovering that there is nothing but conductivity. In the East they would call that Shakti. They would say Shakti fills and dances the cosmos from her Love of Being.
There is nothing that is not conductivity. Nothing could exist without this conductivity, nothing could be known without conductivity and the conductivity are streams and streams of pathways in which Beingness already moves.
There is nothing that Being cannot move in and there is no distance in that movement.Your deeper Knowing is a movement of your Being and you are moving at as such a swift speed of Consciousness that there is no speed in it.
That is how swift it is. You are getting hold of another level of What You Are and you are able to bring it here in this form but mostly we concentrate on the movement of a thought or a feeling or a sensation of this belief that we are someone.
We concentrate on that and then we give the direction of all our life to the belief that we are a someone and we are not actually eternal and that we can only move in the body-mind . But actually the movement of the body-mind Is the movement of the beyond. You have to fully awaken to what you first are, which is really simple in that you are able to know a deeper Knowing, which isn't a thing.
Most of humanity is locked in this finite expression of being somebody but there is so much more to what we are but we don't step into it. When you who is aware, truly drop into a deeper level, you don't experience force, you experience openness or gentleness or benevolence. There is a reverence of what is profoundly deep.
PRESENCE DOESN’T NEED A CAUSE TO BE PRESENT
Presence in this world of relatedness has no value. Everyone finds it so difficult to relate as Presence. Mostly we get caught up in the world of relating as cause and effect, which is attachment to ideas of love, ideas of life. The world functions on ‘causal’ - who causes it and who didn't. You might have recognised that in those moments when you are wonderfully tired, that wonderful beingness of ‘being tired’ is Presence. Do you know when you're wonderfully tired and everything seems to melt and you love how everything melts, that's Presence. Presence doesn't need a cause to be present. Presence doesn't need an object to be present with. Presence doesn't need to own anything whatsoever to be full presence of Being.
BEHOLD A FLOWER DIRECTLY
Our real freedom, our inherent freedom is not actually in how things are held in the world-mind, in a thought or a feeling, in how we look at a thing and we believe: ”It's a 'thing’.”
Is a flower a thing? Does it really have a name? Is it not true that we can behold a flower and KNOW the flower, not intellectually, but directly? Is a flower not a Beingness already alive within us?
BEING TOTALLY WITH ‘WHAT IS’
Being totally with ‘What Is’ transcends the lack of a limited sense of self. We pass through the illusion that we are ever ‘someone’ through this 'I', this aperture of return and this aperture of outflow. We return through the stream, and on our return, which is only ever Now, we open to pure conductivity. But we also experience the dissolution of the familiar, the dissolution of what made us move, react and get something done, how we held the doing and gave it a name of a doer. All this begins to undo. We may look into the world and see the world is being undone, not by ‘someone’, but by the very truth of Awareness awakening to what It deeply first Is.
READY TO LOSE IT ALL
It is not until we are ready in this moment to ‘lose it all’ because we are called deeper than the familiar, that the pure conductivity that is in the stars, in the birds, in the bees, in each other, in how we really meet begins to be known. It is already flowing like a river, already shining like a star, already fully alive.
WHEN YOU ARE GIVEN
When all that you are is given to what you are moving into, your breath will become as big as the Universe.
That is Awareness consciously breathing the Universe into life. Who else is breathing? The universe!
YOU are the universe breathing. You shifted from being ‘a someone’ to universal power and energy…
When you really get this, you belong to the universe. You no longer belong to your self you belong to your Essence! That will evolve your self and your person. You come alive.
VULNERABILITY IS WHERE YOUR POWER LIVES
You are awakening to that that is immensely vulnerable...Fragile, subtle and so Real. When that awakens in a body in this human form, the human intelligence tends to translate that into a problem.
Before we truly awaken, we don't enjoy being so transparent but as you really awaken you discover that transparency IS your Real Way.
And when I say fragile... and the flower is fragile. But that's where its power is.. in its fragility, its delicateness is its power. It might look like you can be trampled upon but its vulnerability is its sweetness of Love. It is where our power lies...not in being strong like a rock or a mountain but our strength is in our Belonging to the Divine.
Yesterday I spoke of that as Awareness-Knowing because to me is obvious and everything is Awareness and everything moves and has form in Awareness.
But the Knowledge of that is in the Real Self. The Real Self that is coming out of Awareness while being IN it. So when Awareness goes what it truly knows at the level of the heart, it comes into the immensity of what the expression of Being really is.
Milan, Italy Sessions Oct 15 S 2
AS YOU SPEAK
As you speak, catch yourself speaking as if there are two of you.
You who had the experience in the past and you who exist now There is not two of you. There is not three of you: one who is in the past, one who is in the present and one who might be in the future. It is not there, but that is HOW you are functioning . You are the Presence of the Almighty NOW. What you are saying is VERY valid but it sends energy back into the past, it sends energy and brightness back into objects. All that energy and consciousness cannot marry NOW. Because you are STILL going this way or that way
But if you stop doing that and you discover DOING THAT…. AND YOU DISCOVER …how to connect the resonance of the Knowing with the here and Now in your body…. when you're able to speak NOW …. when you're able to speak what you're saying NOW inside of you, you will have realisation..however that is ..it might be a touch, it might be total - either way it is going to be wonder-
So when you speak, keep moving towards “ a not projecting what you're saying”… as if it exists in the past and that you existed in the past. You are Existence, Totality, NOW.
We think so outwardly objectively , as if we're subjects … subject to objects ..we are so out there and what we don't realise is that what we are is connected inside our brain instant. You can see this when you look at a baby, because they are so connected. There is no past or future . You can do that now. You make those connections..do that now…. just let go of the idea that you're someone making those connections... If you wanted to taste bread and butter right now, you could without any bread and butter
If you want to taste your favourite food right now, you can taste it right now. If you want to know YOUR Love right now, you can know it right now.
Q: And if you want to experience anything from the past you can experience it now..
B Exactly what I am saying...the whole point though is: if you want to experience your past right now, then that's a dimension of Now , called an illusion. If you want to experience your past as the light you are Now , that's perfectly fine. Have you go to that kind of mastery? can you zip in the past in the future up, down, sideways ..anywhere you go and you remain omnipresent ? Well then you must be quite a Beingness. If you can go in the past without identification, go in the future without identification you must be God.
Because if you can do that and you're able to go into the past you can change the past. You can forgive those you thought you can never forgive and you can even forgive yourself. You can do that right now. Then if you can forgive others in the past, the biggest lesson you're learning is actually you're only forgiving yourself..fully …
You 're the one that mistook you for a separate entity. These are real fast track realities..that unless you live them and of course what appears to be the outside world does not live this, will not believe it because the function of their brain ,their body-mind has not been calibrated in such profound truth - or simple truth or real truth. Truth for Real.
You can't get there (What You Are) from here ( ..thinking you're somebody, having a past) Here is nowhere else but HERE and it is not of space or time but space and time appear in it.
That's YOU: spaciousness. You can't get there from here means : identify with any thoughts or feelings in any space or time ..you will never know that you're whole.
You will only know a separate sense.
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